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I'm okay.

When the music runs out And there's no more words to sing And the wind  rushes through  your hair but fails  to seep into your skin An agonizing scream starts  to escape your soul from within But fails And your mouth forms a smile  and you say I'm  okay Say you're okay Every  day every day Hoping one day you'll  believe it yourself Never knowing  how to ask for help Cause what would  you even say? Nothing  is wrong but there's  a heaviness in your heart And still there's  a part Of you wondering  what could it be How can the laughs not be enough  for me? So  i paint a smile and i make a joke Another joke another day And suddenly you dont feel the pain And you say hey, I'm  okay? Until  you feel the heaviness  descend In your heart  in yoir chest in your  soul Again. And you sing a song  of wordless musings Searching  for a reason in your mind and refusing To tell yourself how you truly feel how you're  so strung out Cause th